I have confession to make. My food goodness and clothing goodness is not so goodness. I actually wore a cardigan with brown pants and orange fake ugg boots to work the other day. Seriously. Another day, I wore workout pants and tennis shoes and a t-shirt and a hat out in public. In public.  And the other night I went on a date in jeans, a sweatshirt, and tennis shoes. Not doing so good on the clothing front. It got a little better than that, but for a few days it was baaaaad. I have clean clothes and a new plan and all of it. I think that is the key to my success with clothes. Clean is good. Plan is better.

Why is junk food sooo tasty? I like healthy food. I do. It is just so much easier to just eat whatever and not worry about how many calories and how bad everything is for me. There has to be a way for me to eat and lose weight and not be so angry about having to count everything and having to be denied and all of that. I know that planning is better, going to the grocery store has to be so specific and basically I can have no junk food in my house and I need to never go into a store that has anything tempting for me. Sigh. I know and understand that nothing tastes as good as thin feels. I just need to live that.

I did do some good stuff too. I did yoga with my daughter again, I played tennis with my husband, I looked super cute going to a friends house to watch a movie, I’ve treadmilled and taken a walk and I have a plan for tomorrow. Plus I’m blogging, so one out of three goals ain’t bad.